1. Eric started me smoking cigarettes again when he took my 50th birthday.
2. drinked alcohol for the first time this year because of Eric taking my 50th birthday
3. Less sleep I. July since Eric took my 50th birthday .
4. Loss of appetite and weight.
5. Disrespecting my family more in July since he took my 50thbirthday (which includes S0CENT TUPAC and others in my mind.)
6. Eric is blowing more kisses at me in July since he took my birthday from me.
7. Eric is making more sexual assault comments toward women and children in July since he took my 50th birthday.
8. Erica’s acting more excited to hear my family’s phone conversations since he took my 50th birthday.
9. Eric is lip syncing more in July since he took my 50th birthday.
10. Eric’s making more images of Tupac getting shot in July since…
11. Eric has more images of himself beating his chest for taking my 50th birthday in July at 1:05 am.
12. 1 hour after robbing me of my 50th birthday eric told me to get over it, Eric said he thought I’d see it romantic that he erased my entire month of plans,
